hey bloggers and bitches!!!!!
just came back frm my dance pract today....
helll...it was super tiring sey....
we pract with no break.....
gila u knw....salah sikit je....start all over again...even if its a minor one....
the big day is next week....
and i cnt wait.....
ahahahahahahaha......
well......after tht went to tmn jrg cc...met up with my crew....
chill and stuff....
ahakz...
miss them....welll.....
we are planning to join a comp this 26 dec...so yar...
see hw la.....
im gonna train hard man....
and guess wht...funky stylers with wanderers....wht the hell...
are u guys,funky stylers blind?
u guys will regart joining them....wanderers are 2 face fuckers.....
so just beware la.....
now tht shamsey...acting like big fuck...
so wht....
i think....no....I CN SMOKE UR WHOLE CREW WHEN IT COMES TO DANCE OR BBOY MAN!!!
u guys are ntg...just a bunch of wackers....
hahahaahahahhaha.....
welll L....i've got somthing to say....
about tht gal...
wht my fren told me was true....true enough....
there are many ways to find out....
and guess wht...i dnt fucking care.....
bout her.....
let her be....
i trust my fren...he wnt lie to me.....
so ya.............
u dnt knw whts happening...so just shut ur mouth ok...
sty out of my bisness......get tht!!!!!!!!!
peace out peeps!!!!!

Finally....i get to rest...
after sooooooo.....many days of pract....gosh....
tiring sia.....7more days to my 1st show....
wooohoooo.....
cnt wait!!!!i'm gonna make sure everything goes well....
they are pushing us rite now....
well...its for a good cause....
ahak...
haiz...
i bet next week will be much more tiring.....
haiz.....
what should i do nw....
move on or wht?cn someone help me?
wht that?
its hard....
very hard....
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dnt wana say much....
gonna rest now.....
peace!!!!

Hey hey hey!!!!!
im back.....
well...yesterday went for a show at taka....
then after that...go vivo with my bboy frenz....chill...play true or dare...
crazy sey....ask me to do vouging infront of everyone...
basket...fun la....then play bingo...ahakz....
ntg much la....
well...lately...i've been bz with my dance....
back 2 back....
2wk to the showdown...i cant wait....
hehehehe......
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alot of thing have been bugging me lately...
one of it is bout this gal...
haiz....wht my fren told me bout u is really true...
ahakz...
i dnt wana say no more..im just going to go on...
with out u!!!!
treat all the guys like wht u are doing now k....
i dnt care...
want me to change...and im trying...
but....its just a waste...its ok....
she's not thinking bout it anyway....just enjoying herself....
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im going go bck to the mainstream!!!!with or without u guys....
i no longer care...im gonna be selfish frm now onwards....
hahahaahahahahaha.............im gonna be the best...NO!!!
BETTER THAN U PPLE!!!!AND THERE.....IM TAKING A BIG STEP....FORWARD....
THERE ARE PPLE BEHIND ME....SUPPORTING ME ALL THE WAY....
ahakz......im leaving all those unappreciative pple behind me....whts the point....its a waste of my time....
hahaahahaha.....alfie...u are such a bitch!!!!YES I AM!!!!

Hey there peeps!!!i'm back!!!!
ahakz....well check this pics out aite....
ahakz....went for my roadshow with vougeliciuos....
hahahaha.....crazy man...we are like walking stars..
pple start taking pics of us....hahahaahah
mcm star....

after that we went to long john silver to eat....ahakz....
crazy....and ya....another roadshow this sat!!!!wooohhooooo!!!!
im going up!!!hw bout u guys!!!!???

hmm.............
what am i to do nw.............
what?........
im so stressed.......
i hope that i cn meet u soon.....
so ya.........
and after that.....
i dnt knw hw things is going to go about.......
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Happy B'dae U!!!!!!....

Well...today is her bdae.....
someone who used to be soo close to me....
haiz.......im kinda sad.....
haiz.....well...
i think that she's enjoying herself now....
with her frenz....and her family....
of coz....
and guess wht....they are dancing with crik....
ahakz...
good luck....u guy wnt make it to the finals....
sorry to say this la...
just bcarefull.....
thats all i can say....
me and her.....
together?
or be like hw we use to...
i dnt think...that wont happen....
coz now....
she's just treating like some normal fren....
well.....what can i do...things are not changing...not even a bit.........
well....overall....im just sad.....
very sad....
wanted to meet her today...but.....
its ok.....

DOES ANYONE HERE KNOWS WHT THE HELL IS TRUE LOVE?????!!!!!

Anyone?..............
shit man......
make me love u so much....
make me feel so special.....
and then.......
treat me like trash?.......
wht the hell is the meaning of all this.....
do u knw whats love?
i dont think so.....
it hurt so much.....
and i've never been the same lately....
yes im no one to u....
but by doing that way......
isit right?
shit......
gals will always be gals...and boys will always be boys....
damn i hate this world....
u act as if this is not an issue....
well.....after knwing that u went out with SOMEONE!!!(MUST BE A GUY)
i was like....what the fuck!!!!!
i should had never loved u entirely!!!!!!im stupid enough!!!!
blind enough!!!!!
and i'll always remember this moment!!!!!
i'll never forget it......
never!!!!!!!!!
remember one thing......
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!!!
if u believe in that.....
well....go ahead with all ur guy frens who's like after u......
probaly they are way better than me....
no pmses,no many gal frenz.....i just had enough......
im confused now.......
u want us to go back to normal and now u are making a choice?
huh.....im lost.....
very lost.........................
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I CANT GET OVER WHAT HAD HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HOW IM BEING TREATED LATELY!!!!!!!

STRUGGLING

here am i.....struggling....to keep my feelings....
missing her,missing the time we use to had,
missing her laughter...
everything.....
i told her to make a choice.....
so nw...i just have to wait...
if that thing which i've been wearing comes bck...
means its a gd thing...if not...
then i've to live with it.....
when......
how am i going to take it?
if u dnt like this or that....
u should have told me...
not keeping it to urself....
thats wrong....
speak out....
things wont solve by itself u knw......
well....its up to u knw....
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well...today....i went to sentosa...to relive some stress.....
well....it help abit.....
well....im still sad...
why are u doing this to me.......im crying here.... do u knw that....
there u are... wgoing out with other guys....
me?....crying......
well....my fren today...bought me a gift....a bdae gift....
THE ONLY GIFT I GOT THIS YEAR.....
AND I JUST KNW THEM!!!!!WOW........
im happy.................
........abit........
haiz....
i still cnt get over the bdae thing that i've got.....
wht to do.....
this is my life........
gd nite.....i wish to be alone tonite......

Happy bdae alfie....ahakz....
well....tdy...im suppose to meet someone....
but.i guess...she just forgot bout it and dnt even care....
well there's a change in her lately....
well...what cn i say....i cnt say much...
im just sad...disappointed....
thats all i cn say.....
well....i think...her feelings is just starting to fade....
this is love....
ahakz....
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fuck it man!!!!!!!!!!!!
today...i went for my audition...
and ya.....
alfie got selected.....
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...well...
i'll be performing on a profesional stage...
my face will be on posters,ads.....
wow...
its a dream come true.....
tooo good to be true.....
im just too happy man...
if some pple dnt wana celebrate with me...then....fuck them....
i got my own celebration...
well...
im drinking my heart out now....
i wana get drunk tonite!!!!!!well...
sorry to say this....call me a bitch if u want...
but...where do u dancers stand now?........
im going up....and u guys....
are not....
well..i pity for those i invite to follow me..but end up backing out....
hahhaahhaha........pple trying to help u....
dnt want rite....
suit urself....
hahhahahaahah.....
im gonna make a come back....!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
just watch me....
dnt regret....
hahaha....
and R2S....u guys are going to be by my side all the way...
im going to bring u guys to the mainstream.....
get ready guys......
sapaoski is coming with full force!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!