DOES ANYONE HERE KNOWS WHT THE HELL IS TRUE LOVE?????!!!!!

Anyone?..............
shit man......
make me love u so much....
make me feel so special.....
and then.......
treat me like trash?.......
wht the hell is the meaning of all this.....
do u knw whats love?
i dont think so.....
it hurt so much.....
and i've never been the same lately....
yes im no one to u....
but by doing that way......
isit right?
shit......
gals will always be gals...and boys will always be boys....
damn i hate this world....
u act as if this is not an issue....
well.....after knwing that u went out with SOMEONE!!!(MUST BE A GUY)
i was like....what the fuck!!!!!
i should had never loved u entirely!!!!!!im stupid enough!!!!
blind enough!!!!!
and i'll always remember this moment!!!!!
i'll never forget it......
never!!!!!!!!!
remember one thing......
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!!!
if u believe in that.....
well....go ahead with all ur guy frens who's like after u......
probaly they are way better than me....
no pmses,no many gal frenz.....i just had enough......
im confused now.......
u want us to go back to normal and now u are making a choice?
huh.....im lost.....
very lost.........................
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I CANT GET OVER WHAT HAD HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HOW IM BEING TREATED LATELY!!!!!!!